Sunday, August 29, 2010

My blog

Ok, now I finally have a blog, a place where I can express my feelings privately. I have no friends to comment nor to stalk. This place is truely owned by myself. Recently I discovered that I'm not in a good mood, a stage of my life where I dont feel as motivated and happy as I used to be. Well, reasons could be very simple, there are problems in my life, it could be relationship problems even though I'v been single for almost a year now, but there are still things I always chew over with, things that meant to be dead and burried long time ago. Maybe you can say Im a narow minded person, or not a open person.













But I really want to change and start a new life, so I have been trying in diferent ways, lol just got my hair done few days ago. Lett me upload a pict first coz I really lyk my self hahaa.
















- Taken by my Iphone.

More and more worries and stress everyday, I would probably become a depressed motherfuker after a while, but yea I doubt that would ever happen.

My personality, just feel like to analysis myself , sometimes I m very over analised with things, not only about myself but the things around me. but I guess this is process of growing up , my manager at Oz has been a geat teacher in my life, he has told me many things in life, one of the most important aspect of life I learnt from him is the that knowledge can taught at school, but wisdom cant. Its upto an individual's awareness of their surroundings to gain this valuable experience called wisdom. Well, I think Im still trying to learn and gain my wisdom. I admit that Im a very naive kind of guy, a person who lives in his own world and not really aware of the people and situations around myself. Dave there are so many things to learn.

Concentration, getting focused is one of my biggest problem, when I look back, there are so many mistakes that I have made because of not being focused. I really need to improve on that, Im still young, I still have a chance to change and become a better person.

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