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What should I say....

All I wanted was just to have a talk and tell her my apologies. Didnt expect everyone to run away, sounds like a drama. From 12 to 10 pm, I stood outside without anything, I think if I really did something horrible, it was good enough how I punished myself like that, being called basiclly anything. Running away made me look very bad as well, after all that. If it was really because of my mistakes that caused it, I think I dont have anymore guilt.

But I think I really deserve a reason for such a result. Just to respect me as a normal human being.

Its all over now, just very surprised how things can change so dramatically and quickly, seems like everything is just a dream.