擦肩而过

DAVID. If you are not feeling well just write dairy. Keeep writing until you get better. Say whatever you wana say .
I wana buy these things **********************************************************

Just remeber all the good things about her, good memories.)) Keep me happy
Well for me it was obvious she is my type, from the first time I saw her I knew she is what I wanted for a long time. She was ofcourse good looking, I liked how she is quiet and shy sometimes, she has a emotionless cool look sometimes which I like as well.She has a short temper and somtimes a bit mean and dont make sense. lol But I liked it because its kinda cute. Maybe it is opposite attraction i guess we are difernrent and theres no doubt about that, most of our fights were quite cute when I now look at it, maybe its just me, but for her its probably a painful build up of bad emotions until she finally couldnt handle it anymore. I dont regret being with her at all, I believe for me I had far more joy than pain, but for her its the opposite. Hey David look at it this way if you cant bring her any happiness ofcourse having you just a burden.

The answer is simple David, you liked who she is, why do you expect her to be someone else? You dont even like someone who talks non stop then why you expect her to explain and talk so much like that ? She just wanted to be alone and not being disturbed, what is wrong with that ? You dont feel like to have some time by yourself at times ? ask yourself. Why do you listen to those calm music and tried to stay focused alone ?? You dont do that ????? Ask yourself. When you expect someone to understand you first, why dont you try to understand others first David?

I really paniced, I was scared to loose. You lost your confidence David, its like a snow ball, one wrong step made you fell extremely hard! Lesson learnt David, when you unsure about what to do just stay quiet, dont talk.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Build youself back up David ! Re develope your thoughts, gaining more wisdom David.